i love her. she is so sweet and beautiful both on the inside and out. caring and friendly and shy and bold all at the same time. i think she is a fairie. sent to make me feel ok with myself. i don't feel disgusting around her at all. even though she is 5 foot 2 and probably weighs like 90 pounds. but not disgusting anorexic, just petite. she makes me want to be beautiful, feel beautiful, wear beautiful things and say beautiful sayings. maybe one day i'll get there.
we're having an im conversation right now...
Jennifer: And on the main beaches, a lot of women go topless.
I saw a pregnant topless woman who was gorgeous.
I love when everyone on the beach is covered, and some person without the nicest body ever has the beautiful confidence to go topless when no one else is.
It makes me smile.
my thoughts that i didn't send her: its easy to find other people attractive when you know your body is amazing and you can't compare them.
sometimes i hate myself.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
tyler lies
on saturday july 30, tyler sent me a text saying he couldn't pick up adrian because rider was still sleeping. news to me that rider is more important than adrian. he told me he was going to take adrian to the washington county fair on sunday. so i asked him this morning via email. he said adrian said he didn't want to go. which is the opposite of what adrian told me on friday AND on saturday. then tyler told me they went to genevieve's yesterday. which is a several hour trip. which means they never had plans to go to the fair.
i cannot trust anything he says.
i cannot trust anything he says.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
upcoming events
moving soon to our new permanent home for a long time. i can imagine us living there for years. i'm really happy and excited and i thought i'd have weird reservations about it but i don't. :)
i need to talk to bruce (new landlord/sister's dad) because i found a dog. i think he is perfect for us. he is an adult dog living in a foster home currently waiting for me and the boys to take him home. haha he doesn't know that of course, i only found him online today. but he seems so ridiculously perfect for us... he is described as being extremely loving to people of ALL ages (which is really my one and only requirement, i'm never going to bring a dog into my life that i'd be nervous to have around my kids), he is well trained in all areas of his life. i'm trying to imagine how life would be with him in it. wake up early mornings, walk him before the youngin's awake, breakfast with the fam, crate for when we're gone, when we get home, its another walk, then dinner then maybe chillaxin on the couch or more playtime outside. i'm trying not to get too excited. just hopeful. he seems perfect... his name is bowser!
i need to talk to bruce (new landlord/sister's dad) because i found a dog. i think he is perfect for us. he is an adult dog living in a foster home currently waiting for me and the boys to take him home. haha he doesn't know that of course, i only found him online today. but he seems so ridiculously perfect for us... he is described as being extremely loving to people of ALL ages (which is really my one and only requirement, i'm never going to bring a dog into my life that i'd be nervous to have around my kids), he is well trained in all areas of his life. i'm trying to imagine how life would be with him in it. wake up early mornings, walk him before the youngin's awake, breakfast with the fam, crate for when we're gone, when we get home, its another walk, then dinner then maybe chillaxin on the couch or more playtime outside. i'm trying not to get too excited. just hopeful. he seems perfect... his name is bowser!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)